Bad interview

16/1/2015

Today today today, well, I had an interview for a job first thing thismorning, it didn't go so well, I doubt Ive got the job, I was feeling deflated afterwards so went to Costa to cheer myself up. I moped around all day feeling sorry for myself and disappointed in my ability, but when I got home I put on charlotte crosby's 3minute bell blitz!! I love it and managed to get to round ten (and beat Sam as he gave up;)) afterwards I was feeling a lot more up beat about it all and made myself another smoothie!! I even took a before picture for comparing with one after I've lost weight, and I also measures around myself at various points so every month I can see how progress is going, I'm not looking for major changes but I want to feel and look healthier!!

Since then I've done nothing, a very boring day other than Kentucky fried Friday's with Sam at KFC (we're so gay right hahaha) but at the time I felt so rubbish I didn't really get to appreciate it. 

But tomorrow is a new day, and another new start!! I hope if any of you have had a bad day you can also remember that, I mean how do you know tomorrow won't be the best day of your life??? Anything could happen!

Thank you so much for reading, 

Mollyelizabethx 

Oh so smiley

13/1/2015

Today I have felt so much more positive. It's a bit of a boring blog because nothing really exciting happened but I really laughed so much today, and lately I've found myself smiling less and less. I kinda made some sort of new friends today, sort of, just from my english class, I'd say we always spoke and gossiped but it was the funniest lesson talking about 'what if's' 'why' 'how' basically really mind boggling stuff!! But I loved it!!!

I also went to a little cute cafe today called loofers for lunch with my girlfriends, AND I tried my first chai latte!! 

I'm glad I tried it, it smelt like Christmas in a cup, I would have loved it but I don't like milk in coffe or tea so it was too sweet and creamy for me, but I'm going to try alternatives!! 

I hope you all managed to really laugh today, and if not, you get to tomorrow. Everyone needs to laugh sometimes, in that moment where your face is completely crinkled up, your making seal/whale noises rocking back and forth, but you just don't care what you look like because you're happy right there in that moment. 

I love watching people laugh and smile, warms my heart. 

Can you tell today has been a good day? I'm being so cheesy  hsha!

I love you all for reading, it means so much for even one person to be interested in what I love to do!

I hope tomorrow is a more interesting post for me and you but today was just a happy one! 

Mollyelizabethx 

Delivery time

25/1/2015

My blender finally came today, as well as my ankle weights, Lucy meck's book and Charlotte crosbys DVD! 

So I went and brought lots and lots of fruit and veg to blend... This was the outcome... 

I'm so sorry that this is short and a big boring but I really want to stick to my resolution and keep my mindset positive but I was about to go to sleep and remembered I still hasn't blogged, I don't think anyone is even aware of my blogs existence but I know that if I'm feeling down, u can read back and know that my life is a happy place. 

I hope any potential readers out there are happy with their lives!:) 

Sending everyone all my best wishes, 

Mollyslizabethx

Feeling blessed

12/1/2015

Today was mental, and so impulsive. I am a sucker for advertising, and a perfect target for marketing!! 

With my wages from my first ever job as a Christmas temp I wanted to buy something I will remember, and now I've got back into youtube and blogging I was thinking about a camera! 

Today I got the Nikon cookpix p530, not the most advanced Camera but it is a start and I am so pleased with it! 

I am so thankful for what I have, and how lucky I am. I appreciate everything j get and you just all be aware f that, I do not post about them to brag, but simply so I can look back and remind myself how lucky I am to have what u do when I'm having a bad day and also to give you ideas for future purchases. 

And guys!!! I got a job interview for the perfume shop on Friday!!! Ahhh, I'm so excited and nervous! I really want a job again and be able to not worry about money like k have had to do before. 

I hope you have also had a wonderful day, I am sending you all the best wishes, 

Mollyelizabethx

Light up horns?!...

11/1/2015

Well hasn't today been lazy...

I got up so late today before eventually having a shower and then getting lunch at about half 3! 

I was a bit bored so I sorted some emails out, went over my exam timetable and did some homework! Sam was still playing his computer game, sado!! So I decided to do a bit of online shopping... Again.... Shit...

I really want to get motivated to continue trying hard to be fit and healthy! So I got some ankle weights, a blender, Lucy mecks's new book and Charlotte crosbys DVD aswell as a unicorn keyring with a light up horn!!!! So I will have to let you know how that goes! I got these all from Amazon by the way!

Now I've been wondering, for some time now, whether it would be worth me getting a new, better camera!... Now I wasn't to sure and couldn't really make my mind up, but since I've started to make YouTube videos again, I made the decision to get one!

The problem being, I know nothing about cameras and have had to research all afternoon/evening what does what and what I need and what goes where and how to use it, it's all very complicated for my already clustered brain!! So tomorrow I have decided just to go in and ask someone at a shop as I don't want to spend ridiculous amounts of money, to me it's unnecessary! 

Oh it all so very complicated for just a camera now-a-days! 

Anyway, I shall update you on how the camera shopping goes tomorrow!!! 

Toodlepip, 

Mollyelizabethx

Almost late!

10/1/2015

With ten minutes to go Untill tomorrow, I'm lucky I remembered to write this blog!

Today has been such a lazy day!

I got up so late, made cookie dough with Sam, ate it while watching One Tree Hill, filmed a quick video, edited and uploaded it and now I'm shopping online.

 

That's pretty much it, we all had a Chinese takeaway tonight too as it was my mums boyfriends birthday. 

Felt quite anxious today though, just need to keep my spirits up! 

Such a boring one today but I really want to stick to posting every day! 

Hope you all had a lovely day, wishing every one of you a happy Sunday tomorrow!

Thank you for taking the time to read this, 

Mollyelizabethx

Brand new brushes and makeup tutorial!

9/1/2015

Been happy today! Genuinly happy!

I managed to film and edit a new video for my YouTube account!! Ahh, it's just a makeup tutorial but took forever to edit tonight! 

My new makeup brushes came today eeeek!!! 

They are just so gorgeous!! Because I can't afford and don't want to spend so much money in makeup brushes for Mac and zoeva I try and find good quality brushes on sites like eBay which is where these are from!

If love to be able to buy high end brushes but these were £15 for 18 brushes and are so soft you wouldn't be able to tell the differnce between such high end and these! I'm so pleased with them. I was so excited that I squeeled at the postman when he arrived, poor man! Haha. 

My friends operation went better than expected and Im so pleased for her and her family.

I hope you all had a lovely day, I will post a link to my new video in my blog tomorrow as it still has ages to upload!

See you tomorrow, 

Mollyelizabethx 

Not just glittery nails, comment here:

8/1/2015 

Still can't believe it's 2015, had to change the date at the top because I can't get it right! 

Today was good! Although I got a D in my law mock, but I think I'm going to drop the subject next year and pick up criminology, not sure how I'd like it though! 

For lunch I got the most delicious subway but I ate it too fast to remember to take a picture! Haha!

I had bacon with cheese and lettuce, tomato, red onion, black olives and pickles with chilli sauce! Sooo tasty! Thursday is a great day purely because it's my subway day with Sam!

I also went to the gym today, I used to love the gym but recently so many men have joined and I find it really uncomfortable as I am one of the very few girls who use the mats and weights surrounded by males! But I got a lot done today and think I'll ache tomorrow!!

I also did my nails black, but I wanted a bit of sparkle! I have a Barry M nail varnish but I wanted something more... So I dug out my Mac pigment and mixed it with clear nail varnish! I was worried it would be a waste of my pigment but there is so much that I don't think I will ever get through it all!! The picture isn't very good as I quickly took it a while ago before tidying them up tomorrow.

OMG I completely forgot too! I got my first comment on my blog today! I was so happy that there may actually be real people reading these and even to comment on one! I was over the moon so if you see this thank you, it really made me smile:) I always considered this a personal thing and that noone else would be interested! Ahh! And!!!! I'm filming a makeup tutorial tomorrow to upload onto my YouTube account! Eek, exciting things happening this year I think. 

Feeling happy tonight, and I get a lie in tomorrow!!

However really Nervous though as a good friend of mine has got a major operation tomorrow, can't stop thinking of her I feel so awful, you can't imagine having to go through that at only 16! 

But tomorrow is another day and she most definitely is a fighter!

Speak soon, 

Mollyelizabethx 

Keep up!

7/1/2015

So yesterday's post I missed, oops, and the one before didn't upload untill yesterday ARGHHHHH! I hate technology! 

But today I got my hair done! I don't really like it, I asked for my roots to be blended but they were just made darker and I liked being blonde, but hey at least I have that capability to get my hair done and have it redone eventually!! 

Hope you all had a good day, it's just a quick one today as I've got loads of sorting to do to be able to upload a Video on YouTube soon! I really hope I can get back into it again! Looking back I was so bad at editing though it makes me cringe!!! Haha!

See you tomorrow,

Mollyelizabethx

I want to live at the bottom of the sea

5/1/2015

Well today has been eventful. I managed to get probably a total of 3 hours sleep last night, I just kept waking up, tossing and turning, I was so restless. I think it must be stress from exams and just life. 

In my head, I can put life into perspective for a short while, see the reality of stress and sadness and I feel at peace. I guess like being at the bottom of the sea, because if you were underneath a storm you wouldn't feel the impact. But my brain is the storm above the water, and I can get away from it for milliseconds but I always float back up to the surface of the sea! 

And that's best how I describe my mind! 

My sociology exam went better than expected, just, now I've got a psychology exam that needs revising for tomorrow!! Arghhhh!!

Today was a day where I have loads of free periods, should have done revision in the library, but I went shopping for makeup instead, that is how I take my mind off of life! Shopping, a great distraction!

 I got some beautiful pieces as I spent my christmas money, oh and my asos coat finally arrived, it's gorgeous, the picture below doesn't do it justice though!

I love shopping and Im so grateful for the opportunity that I have to buy what I do, though I always question why, why is it that so many people rely on such materialistic things to get some peace from life itself!! 

This hasn't been one of my happy blogs about how great the day has been, just sort of more like a diary. I'm not disappointed in the day, just confused as to why and how we rely on things to make us happy that lasts only a short period of time. 

Anyway, I was thinking about maybe making some more YouTube videos soon if I get a chance, I don't know. Just a thought, I really really want to find something this year that will make me consistently happy, I'm determind to! 

Hope you all have a wonderful sleep or whatever you are doing where you are, Untill tomorrow,

Mollyelizabethx

Comfy days to catch up!

4/1/2015 

Today I took the day to revise, watch one tree hill, cuddle with Sam and catch up with myself, catch up wih life ready to go back to college tomorrow. 

It hasn't been a monumental day, in fact it's been quite the opposite, I have spent the day in bed and only got changed at about 7 in the evening when I had a shower!

I watched so so many episodes of one tree hill while cuddling and revising for an exam ive got tomorrow! 

I feel a little more calm about the exam tomorrow because I've done so much revision on it, I feel more rested today!

 

But that's it, that's all I've done, and I don't regret the day! I'm happy with it!

Send me good luck for the exam! 

Thinking of you all, sending my best!

Mollyelizabethx

Lunch at loofers and build a bear catwalk!!

3/1/2015

2015 has already been so stressful but so rewarding. 

Today I went to lunch at a little cafe called loofers in colchester with my dad, it was lovely, I had a white hot chocolate, a mozzerella salad and an almond daim tart for desert (which is my favourite!) 

I love having lunch with my dad, it's so nice to be able to sit and catch up without anyone else!

Afterwards I went to work, my last day at work in fact! I've worked at monsoon for the last few weeks as a Christmas temp, but today was my last shift. It has been such an eye opener working there and it has been a lot harder than expected. 

I worked in changing rooms today, my favourite job, I love talking to people! 

Today wasn't an exception, a mother came in with her little girl who must have been only five or six. She had just brought a new build a bear and was running around, her mum asked for me to watch her Incase she runs out of the changing rooms. I started talking to her about her build a bear, she got out her clothes she had just brought and dressed it up for me, doing cat walks down the changing room corridor. It really made me smile, she was so kind and innocent, the happiest little girl, and so thankful.

After work I came home to see Sam, and he suggested finally starting to watch my one tree hill boxset with fairy lights and doing s bit of revision, which is what I'm in then middle of now! 

Still feeling stressed about exams but doing revision eases it off a little bit!! 

I hope you had a lovely day, thinking of you all, wishing you the best!

Mollyelizabethx 

January shopping sales!!

2/1/2015

Today was a good day!! A genuinly good day! 

I slept Untill about twelve in the afternoon today so was full of energy, I got vouchers for Christmas so decided to venture into town to see what I could buy. Now I new it was a bad day to go because I get paid in a few days so really I could go again, but logically I thought I was saving money!:)

One of my neighbours got me a gap voucher... I haven't worn anything from there for many many years so was intrigued to what I would find! But I was very pleased as I found an offer on underwear that was just beautiful (bit tmi but I'm very picky when choosing undies) and these were incredibly soft.

I ventured into Mac and other mackup counters but what I wanted was more than my vouchers so I decided to wait a few more days.

 However I found some random vouchers in my purse that I must have had for a year or so for next and river island. But because I had had them for so long i had to go in to see how much they had on, neither was much but it would do considering everything was reduced in the sales. So I got earrings from river island and a bra and NYX illuminator!!! 

I had a quick scan of Topshop sales as j don't like sale shopping it's too hectic for my already ver busy mind, it took a while but I managed to sieve out a silk look black flowy top! 

Afterwards me and Sam went to the gym to stick to my other resolution for this year and came home to pamper ourselves with face masks and I had a bath! 

I still feel slightly anxious about my exams next week but I'm glad today I got to get out and take my mind off of things!

I hope you can pick out positives about your day too! 

See you tomorrow, 

Mollyelizabethx 

New Year's Day adventures!

1/1/2015

Well today certainly wasn't an adventure, I spent it revising with a glass of wine, not the best combination but revising itself was just not good enough for New Year's Day.  

Today was a good day because I managed to deal with some anxiety as I sorted out some revision ready for exams on Monday! I managed to stay in bed cuddling Sam thismorning Untill about 11 and had breakfast at about 1:30 this afternoon!  

Today was a good day because I started a new year and thought about realistic plans for this year, what I want to achieve and who I want to be. 

What I learnt from today was that I need to learn to live for the moment and not worry if I forget to do something on the day, it can always be achieved as long as your determind. I need to learn not to feel guilty for other peoples unfortunes when it is not in my capability to put it right but to think of ways to help! 

I wonder what today will be like this time next year.. Hmmm 

I hope the 1st of January was a good day for everyone! 

Happy new year!

Mollyelizabethx